When Everything Goes Right What If It Turns Left
Nothing makes me more scared or anxious than when things have all been going well for me for awhile. I just know there is some horrible thing looming in the darkness waiting to snatch my happiness away. It's the not knowing when disaster may strike that I fear the most. The sheer thought of all things wonderful coming crashing down and being taken away from me is the worst nightmare my mind could conjure. I shouldn't have to think like this but life as turned me into a pessimist, maybe even a realist. In most cases things never end as well as we image so when things are headed in the right direction am I wrong to think they might fail?"If something isn't going right, go left" but what if everything is going right? Will the detour left be thrust upon us?
